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I have wanted to draw my whole life.  I am very art in the fact that I make cards, Jewellery etc.. but I wanted to be a pencil drawer. I wanted to learn shading and tones. I wanted to be an artist, but no matter how hard I tried, it never happened!  Then over the years I have learnt how to get over the emotional pain that I felt and have awakened spiritually.. and I think this is the result…

Then the other day, this happened!

Ok so they are not the worlds best pictures, but that means I can draw, if this is my first time of drawing… what will I be like in a year?

I LOVE the ability to just sit and create….

Ok, so I have had to take a really long hard look at my life lately. I am a survivor of child abuse. I have had my therapy and I feel I have healed that pain. I had Time Line Therapy at my NLP course and this helped me to eliminate any left over feelings I had from my previous therapy. I love the person I have become, although I still have much work to do. I would not change a thing about what I have been through or that would take part of me away…and I don’t want that. Ok so I know that sounds clique but that is so true.

I have learnt so much lately, in part because I was meant to, the time was right, but also because I have been on my awakening path for 14 years now. It all started with a book called One Day My Soul Just Opened Up by Iyanla Vanzant, it was the start of my journey. Well saying that, my journey had started as a young child. When I knew in my soul that the bible felt like a lie, that there was more to life than what I was being told… I knew there was more. I researched churches and religions and beliefs, trying to find an answer, trying to find a way for what the bible said to sit right in my gut!! But I could not find it. My heart was pure and full of love yet I could not find the way to make the outside world fit. Well over time I met a very wise old man called Fred, he suggested to me one day that I find my own things to believe in, what felt right in my gut was right for me. It was like someone was giving me permission to be me, not that I needed permission, but I was so damaged back then because I have been controlled by so many people, in so many ways and for so long,  that I did not know that there was a ‘real me’.  So I started to research at a much deeper level.

I had many experiences in my life, that I do not wish to go into right now, a later blog maybe, but I started to find things that fitted in my gut, in my soul, that connected with my higher self. It also gave me answers to the strange and amazing things that had happened to me.

I had some strange and weird opinions from others when I started to talk about where my research had taken me. I learnt about the government and the criminal justice system, even going to college studying law and a degree in criminal justice with psychology. Ok so I didn’t get my degree because I QUIT!! That’s right I quit and I quit because I learnt that there really was no criminal justice and the law was a joke.

I have suffered first hands at the system, that did me a huge injustice that will be with me for the rest of my life. The system is a joke. You only have to do your own research to know that they abuse us with money, or lack of it, poisons in our air through chem-trails . They immunise our children with mercury. They dumb us down with poison in our food and makeup, perfume and toothpaste. Even TV and the music you listen to. The list is endless.

We need to wake up to what our governments and the ‘real’ world leaders are up to. They don’t want us to be awake, or we would know about our own infinite power. We are infinite love and infinite consciousness. We are and always will be everything. We have the power, but we do not know we have it. We believe everything we are told to believe!!

I have done my research and I am now going to be using my blog to share what I have learnt. I will still keep up with MMS, but this has to be shared.

I think the greatest sin in the universe is to have knowledge about and for the world and to not share it. I believe we are all entitled to write, say and share whatever we want, to allow others to listen, do their own research and making up our own minds. Please respect me and my blog and leave all your negative stuff for other things that you do. This stuff sits true in my gut and I have researched for years. I always research both sides of the coin, although ultimately I believe what my gut feeling tells me.

I am going to start here…. the link to the book that started it for me and share some more links with you. I shall write more another day.

http://www.amazon.co.uk/One-Day-Soul-Just-Opened/dp/0684841347/ref=sr_1_1?ie=UTF8&s=books&qid=1276295102&sr=8-1

An introduction to David Icke… (lots more to come about him, Genius.)

This guy is a genius… I can’t wait to see him in September. If people DID their research they would see for themselves. If they took the time to read just one of his books they would see that what he says HAPPENS!! What he predicts comes true… This man KNOWS what he is talking about and it is only you who misses out if you don’t do your research because you stay part of the problems that you yourself moan about…
DO YOUR OWN RESEARCH BUT DO NOT SLATE MINE!!!

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http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=2sTy4rVl7SE&feature=related

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=T-tHM8GLGPc&feature=related

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=11k5_e9JfFw&NR=1

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Chemtrails…. This is serious and people must learn about it.  Don’t take our word for it… Just look up at your skies at least 10 times during the day and you will see….

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http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=te_FOsKL_5Q

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Remember they put the truth in front of you…. more chemtrails….

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http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=sJsppoJ4DSo&feature=related

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Psdg3OAw_a8&feature=fvw

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Well that’s it for this time, Thanks.



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