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Well… I have a dell laptop… I have had it a little over 2 years… I have a 3 year Warranty..

The laptop has been fixed 3 times. Now it needs fixing again. It has already had 2 mother boards in 14 months. Now it needs another. Now Dell have offered to take it away for 7 days and fix it and test it. This is great, I am not ungrateful for this, but this is also not possible. I need my laptop for work, no laptop = no work = no food to feed my family… anyway.. I have been in talks with a guy, who hung up on me then denied it… this is the monkey.. I did message the organ grinder, Mr Dell himself, seems he is way to busy to answer the phone.. or respond to an e-mail.. seems he is too important to talk to as the ‘helper dude’ says I am not ‘allowed’ to speak to him… sure if I had money he would…

I have had enough, I have asked for a new laptop,  or a refurbished one, but they refuse, offering me the one think I have repeatedly told them I cannot do.

I am a spiritual life coach and couples counsellor I help people for free and earn little money in other ways. I have nothing, yet I give everything I can and everything I have for nothing in return… I do not honestly understand how any company or human can behave in this way!!

I will highly recommend that NO-One go to DELL… if you research you will find THOUSANDS of complaints online… I just wish I had researched the company in the beginning rather than the laptop itself.. I am now putting in an official complaint, I feel discriminated against because I am poor… I am also going to trading standards. This is causing me stress and losing me money because the laptop needs constant re-booting…

Oh well rant over…. DELL SUCK!!


Hello, been a long time since I updated, I go off from time to time and don’t go near anything but Face Book..

I just wanted to post this information, Bill Maloney from Pie and Mash films needs help guys.

This is info from Facebook.———————————————————————————————————

Documentary Filmmaker
‘A maverick for the ‘people’

BILL MALONEY: “No one’s ever tried making films like this before. As a filmmaker and a child abuse survivor I realised that if the subject was to get a wider audience the films had to be gritty, informative and entertaining.”

Bill Maloney is a cockney speaking Irishman. His parents came over to England in the early 50’s. Bill was born in Lambeth hospital in 1956; he lived in Paddington, Brixton, Peckham and Lewisham and experienced similar discrimination as his black ‘brothers & sisters’. By the time he was 20 he had spent 14 years in different institutions, brought about by the brutality of his Mother and Father’s alcoholism, which had decimated his family (8 siblings – all of whom were severely abused within the UK care authorities.)

Bill’s Mother left the family home when he was four. She became a prostitute in order to feed her drink and drugs habit. Bill’s Father worked in the tunnels. He was a foreman in charge of a gang of Irish navies on the Victoria tube line. As Bill puts it
“They dug it, they laid the tracks, they ate in it, they urinated in it, they defecated in it, and some died in it. The life these men led was hard and brutal. Drink expelled the pain and suffering but it didn’t help their families who became dysfunctional”.

Bill believes his documentary filmmaking talent was shaped in those early years: “I would put myself into fantasy stories to escape the brutality of ‘carers in children’s homes’ and the pain of solitary confinement in Young Offenders Institutions and Borstals. Rebellion, humour and a compassion for the underdog were to become my friends and strongest allies.”

After acting opposite Colin Firth and Orlando Bloom and the success of his first feature films, Bill took the decision to walk away from a lucrative filmmaking career to utilise his skills to make campaigning documentaries focusing on institutional child abuse and the erosion of civil liberties.

The trauma and abuse received in care, be it mental or physical, contributed massively towards the skills that this writer/director/actor/presenter would need to shoot the cutting edge, and controversial documentaries that are creating his signature around the world. His empathy gives license to survivors to tell their own stories freely, creating unsanitised, uncensored, engaging and electrically charged films.

Bill’s life-turning point came at the age of 34 on a bitter January night in the early hours of the morning when an alcohol-fed undiagnosed ulcer erupted, almost bleeding him to death.

That was 20 years ago. Since then Bill has developed his writing, acting, directing and presentation talents. These are best witnessed in his cutting edge films, and documentaries some of which have won awards throughout Europe and America.

Bill and his co-filmmaker Lilly Starr, have developed their style -charging in where angles fear to tread. They put the audience into their films as ‘the third eye’. Their highly energised banter and choreography gives their set locations and productions a definite new dimension.

Documentaries to date:
• The Kids Punch Back (2011)
• 4Ward Forever The Heroes (2010)
• The Street Politicians (2010)
• Adam Rickwood & The Medomsley Heroes (2010)
• G20 RAW (2009)
• Sun Sea & Satan (2009)
• Billy & Lilly go to New York (2008)



I am in NO way associated to Pie and Mash films or Bill, other than I fully support, in my heart, the work he is doing. I am not pulling a plug here, I really want you to support him if you can, either buy a DVD, Make a donation or post links to his Website.

Thankyou friends.

Amazing blog…

Rise People Rise - The Global Revolution is Upon Us! I have for many years lived with the knowledge that we, the masses, the working class, the poor, the white, the black, the brown, the immigrants, the Christians, the Muslims, the atheists, the soldiers/ex-soldiers, the peaceniks, the communists, the anarchists, the students, the people, across the spectrum, we all have a common cause.  And yet, … Read More

via Ken O'Keefe

Esoteric agenda.


Interview with Ben Stewart on FreeZone

A great Gentle soul who knows what his heart is telling him. He does an awful lot of research and knows his stuff… well worth watching, and you never know it may have a HUGE impact on you, I know it did with me.



I have not written in a while. I have been on another journey to self. I am like everyone else, I have my good days and my bad days. The difference is I accept the bad days. I allow them to come and go and know and believe that everything will be ok. Each bad day leads to a deeper knowing of self.

I have known for a long time that life goes deeper than we could ever imagine, and I know that a lot is hidden from us.

I have been learning about the 12 strands of DNA, if they were all activated then we would be amazing people, not that we are not amazing anyway, we would be ‘whole’. We are amazing creatures, with the capacity to love so much and be so honest and respectful. A society was created and we leant to separate ourselves as countries, races, gender, age and we even managed to segregate ourselves from animals. We created the world we live in through our collective consciousness. The only way we can heal it is through that same collective consciousness.

We beat ourselves up emotionally and we have little or no emotional intelligence as a world. That is not saying that many individuals do not have emotional intelligence because there are many, but as a whole, we separate and divide rather love and come together. We have of course been programmed to do this through media, music and films and not to forget schools.

We as humans make mistakes but we have been taught to feel guilty forever. To carry our sins and never forgive ourselves. But that is just silly. The point of mistakes is to learn, we must have lessons so that we can go on and learn and grow as a spiritual being, regardless of what form that takes. We need mistakes and we to understand that really, mistakes are just lessons. We need to take the lesson, look at it truthfully and feel the emotions and then forgive ourselves and move on.

When a friend comes to us and tell us they have made a mistake, we do not sit there and say ‘Oh my god, your horrible, how could you do that. You just have to feel bad about that every day and I will remind you of how horrible you are. Every time you have a laugh or do something you enjoy I will remind you how horrible you are because of what you did’… Ok so you get my point?

What we would do is see our friends model of the world and try to understand why they did it, we would help then see many reasons why they may have done it, because we love them. We allow them to talk it through and we feel for them and maybe hug them or hold a hand. Yet to our own selves we throw abuse. Self talk is so important.

We have to love ourselves, not in an ego way, but in a way that allows you to treat yourself with so much love and respect. We show this by giving ourselves a nice talking to, a decent partner, loving home, a joyful job, decent supportive friends and then that is what you reflect in the world. When you reflect that in the world you are oooozing love and support for others, you help them heal their pain. You need to learn to do that with your self.


I have wanted to draw my whole life.  I am very art in the fact that I make cards, Jewellery etc.. but I wanted to be a pencil drawer. I wanted to learn shading and tones. I wanted to be an artist, but no matter how hard I tried, it never happened!  Then over the years I have learnt how to get over the emotional pain that I felt and have awakened spiritually.. and I think this is the result…

Then the other day, this happened!

Ok so they are not the worlds best pictures, but that means I can draw, if this is my first time of drawing… what will I be like in a year?

I LOVE the ability to just sit and create….

I feel healed from MMS…

I no longer need my inhaler… I can breathe really well. I have found that a hernia in my belly button is the cause of coughing up clear phlegm. I did my research because I wondered why I was coughing this up and as it turns out it is nothing to do with my chest. Because of this hernia I get a bit chesty from time to time, normally after a big meal, but I have learnt this is all part of the hernia and the inhaler does not work for that anyway, so I know it is not asthma related.

I am so chuffed and happy to report this to you all. To know that I am healed is an amazing feeling.

I have helped many people with MMS lately and well I advise anyone to give it a try. A good 3-4 months is needed in some cases.

I have now watched 3 people with arthritis heal, one person with carpal tunnel syndrome heal and many people with coughs. This is amazing.



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  • pienmash: Thank you for your support Kat. We have now made a number of our activist films available FREE online. Our latest feature-length documentaries can be