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Archive for March 2010

I have spent some over the last few weeks working with a girl who was classed as terminally ill. I don’t believe in terminal illnesses.  Firstly I believe that EVERY illness we have comes from emotions. From Cancer to asthma and from spots to weight issues, it all comes from what we feel. I have done so much research over the last few months about cancer and I have read many many testimonials about how people have healed their bodies from thoughts alone. Then there are those who use Bob Beck’s Silver Pulser, or Jim Humble’s MMS, they overcome HUGE odds. People were told they had WEEKS to live and healed and got over what ever dis-ease was taking over their bodies.

This stuff works with Cancer, HIV, AIDS, Malaria, and many many other illnesses.

I worked with this young girls family and her. We shall call her Poppy. She had the most amazing smile, the most AMAZING energy I have ever seen in anyone. It oozed from her, she shone. I knew the day I met her that she could get over this if she wanted to. She was 25 years old and had skin cancer that had traveled into her body and had hit major organs.

Her dad ordered the MMS, by the time he got it to her though, they had delivered two doses of poison – radiotherapy and she went to sleep, filled with pain ‘killers’ and Tuesday the 23rd of March .. she died, 4 days after the radiotherapy had been administered.  A girl who had so long ahead of her was suddenly gone. We never even had the chance to give her the MMS, it’s not that it arrived to late, it was the hospital staff,  they were treating her as someone who was dying. They told me they gave her treatment to make the ‘quality’ of her life better. In fact I believe the radiotherapy was what killed her, she did not die from cancer.  If they had left her with the pain killers for now and let us get in there with the MMS I believe it would have been different.   As someone who follows their gut instinct I feel that MMS was the way forward for her.

I feel robbed of the chance to help her, I feel robbed of the chance to show people that they can heal against all odds. Sadly her family have lost more, they have lost a sister, daughter, cousin, a future, grandchildren, her wedding… All I lost were chances!

I have no idea why I feel a deep NEED to help people, maybe it is because I have been through too much in my life. I know people need support. People need someone to make sense of all the craziness that is going on in their lives. When people look at their pain and get past who they have become, let go, heal and forgive self and others they achieve a sense of peace and love that they never thought was possible. When someone heals their emotions they feel better physically too.  I want to help as many people as I can. I have kids and I want them to grow up in a place that feels safe, and I know I won’t see all the changes in my life time, but I know huge changes will happen and that will still benefit each generation to come, meaning my great great great grandchildren will benefit from it in a way that we cannot comprehend.

I believe the world has to get better because everything has a cycle, EVERYTHING! So it only seems logical to believe that humankind will go back around to peace and love. People will go back to old ancient ways of healing. The world will wake up to the government and why the world is in the mess it is. The mess is caused by Fear. All negative emotions come from fear, all positive emotions come from LOVE. We will have to pick a side, love or hate! Who wants to be angry, hateful, revengeful, depressed, ill, dying or sad? Right, no-one.

We all need to be aware of what our emotions cause to others and ourselves. We all need to heal our emotional pain and all negative emotions will go. I know it will, it worked on me and many many hundreds of thousands of others. I think this why I chose the courses I have, to put what I went through into a place where I could use it to help other people. With each person I have helped, the world has become a better place. Each person I help, will be able to help others and so the ripple effect goes on!

The one thing I learnt about the young girl who died yesterday, is that there really are nice wonderful people in the world. I was already a friend of her sisters, but now I have become firm friends with her dad, and although I would never wish the loss of a loved one on anyone – I am not sorry I met him. He is a wonderful gentle man and I love him, he is like the best dad ever. So although a loss has happened I know we have found a friendship that will last a lifetime.


Love is the key to everything. Regardless of what we feel, that feeling will be driven by one of 2 emotions, LOVE or FEAR. Every negative emotion, sadness, anger etc all comes from fear. All positive emotions come from love.

The time will come, in the not to distant future when you will have a choice, a side to pick, a cause to support and that will be LOVE or FEAR. One of these will win, the world can be taken over by Love, and peace will fall upon the masses, or Fear will win, and things will get worse than they are, MUCH worse.  We have to decide where we want to be, and that means standing up for whats right, regardless of people mocking us.

The world is in meltdown and people are destroying each other all of the time. Sadly this cannot change until we pick a side. We will have to choose what side we want to stand up for. If we choose love the world can become a better place, a world that we were meant to be a part of.  If we continue to live in fear then fear will spread, fear breeds destruction and if we continue to live in fear then we will continue to support those that hurt themselves and others.  We have to be the change that we want to see in the world. We have to connect with others of like-mindedness and support our cause to heal ourselves and those around us which in turn will travel out into the world and become the world we want to see, feel, love and be a part of.

We cannot even continue to support governments that create war, governments that hide the truth from us about our own healing abilities, natural medicines, freedom, choices… it is all taken from us and we don’t have a choice to make our world a better place to live in with the answers being hidden from us.

Our bodies can cure Cancer, AIDS, HIV, Diabetes etc, our mind is a very powerful tool and we have no idea how to really access it all, information that is available, but just not to us.  I feel the answer to a lot of things are hidden from us. We should be taught from birth about the power of the universe and the power of our minds.

The universe has amazing power, and to back up that theory I will say this… the Moon turns the tide, a flower grows effortlessly as do trees!!  Look at how a child grows in the womb of its mother. There is magic all around us, including in the hearts of those that are out there wanting to help people heal their hearts to help make a better world.

Life, Living, Love and People are my passion, when the time comes I will be on the side of love, I choose love everyday. Love is the most powerful emotion of all, Love supports, heals, helps, trusts, enables everything we do.

Love is the Key, love is everything good and positive. Everyday I teach people about Love, how easy it really is to feel it and be it.

We are love, we have just forgotten that we are love. It is time to CHOOSE …. Love or Fear…

I choose love, I choose to be the changes I want to see. I choose to seek like-minded people to become part of something great and wonderful… I choose LIFE!!

The awakening process is one that is unique to the individual, everyone’s experience is different. Depending on your model of  the world, depends on your awakening experience.  Some people have just a flicker, and some have a huge intense ah-ha moment and life changes forever. You find something that makes you know that there is more to life than this!! What ever ‘this’ means to you. This is where some people find God, or Buddha! I believe in the power of the universe. After all, the moon turns the tide and that is magical!!

I was 7 when I knew there had to be more. I had an experience that I cannot explain really. I was 7 and I was laid on my bed crying, begging God to kill me. I had already been abused by 2 people at this point, on a regular basis. Suddenly the room went white and I knew that  everything was going to be OK.  I believe we are all made of the same thing, we are all part of the same thing.  Back then as a Kid I never told anyone about that white light. I gained a really good intuition as a kid to, to the point people thought I was a freak!!

My ah-ha moments  have been huge sometimes, life changing things. I can hear or read one sentence and that can be a life changing thing. Like… ‘Do what you have always done and you will get what you have always got!’  That was enough to change a lot in my life, including my long-term ‘dysfunctional’ relationship.

So, it happens when the time is right, and sometimes it might not seem that way. Sometimes we want to fight or resist what is going on, but we also know deep down that what is happening is necessary and it will end, and all will be as it should be.

We always find someone we don’t like when we look at ourselves, and that is what our path is about. Looking at who we are, finding out what makes us tick, eliminating negative behaviour and thoughts. trying on a new idea or behaviour and seeing how it fits. We don’t know where to start at first and we look to books and dvd’s and we find snippets that help, a kind word or a sentence. But the answers, the real answers are in us. Everything we need to know is there and we can hear the answers by meditation or quiet time. Just relaxing and listening to our higher selves. This is why being your own best friend helps.

As time goes by you begin to trust yourself to learn what you need to learn. This is when the fun begins, this is when you begin to seek new things on PURPOSE and you expand your comfort zone and try more and more new things. You begin to see how the past fits in your life, the emotional pain becomes less because you KNOW that it all happened for a reason…….  All of it happened the way it was meant to, it happened because it made you who you are and through the awakening process you learn to not only LIKE who you are, but you LOVE who you are.

Life becomes fun. That is what life should be… FUN!!


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